when u get online before ur friend and there’s big news in ur fandom
I have such a headache. My head is throbbing and I feel sick, so I think I’m going to get off the laptop and go to bed. I feel awful.
trying not to scream. Why is it, only I’m not allowed to get angry when someone (ie my brother) eats my stuff? Like I just got a row for being angry that my brother eat some (most of a box) of my cereal. Which would be fine normally but its gluten free cereal and is expensive and it just pisses me OFF. oh, i’m sorry i’m not allowed to get annoyed because you had a huge box of normal corn flakes which means that what? My cereal evaporated? I ate it and blocked it out? we have particularly dexterous and picky mice?
Just……….. fuck this. Fuck that. And fuck them.
Okay, sending out a call for help (don’t panic, its not serious) I’m trying to build a playlist for writing to hopefully give me inspiration but I can’t go to the person I normally do (*sideeyes meg for having a life*. how dare you. LOL) so anything will be greatfully recieved. I listen to pretty much anything.
I look like I’ve suddenly developed leprosy. LOL. My tattoo is peeling like mad. Supposed to be annoyingly itchy but so far, its not too bad at all.
Okay, so I don’t feel good and have a pounding headache and am freezing cold so, even though its only just gone 7pm, I’m going to bed. Ick, I hate feeling ill and tired. sigh. sigh. sigh.
Graduated high school. | Kissed someone. | Collected something really stupid. | Smoked a cigarette. | Got so drunk you passed out. | Rode every ride at an amusement park. | Gone to a rock concert. | Helped someone. | Gone fishing. | Watched four movies in one night. | Gone long periods of time without sleep. | Lied to someone.| Snorted cocaine. | Failed a class.| Smoked weed. | Dealt drugs. | Been in a car accident .| Been in a tornado. | Been to a funeral. | Burned yourself.| Ran a marathon. | Cried yourself to sleep. | Spent over $200 in one day. | Flown on a plane. | Cheated on someone. | Been cheated on. | Written a 10 page letter. |Gone skiing. | Been sailing. | Have a best friend. | Lost someone you loved. | Shoplifted something.| Been to jail. | Dangerously close to being in jail. | Skipped school. | Had detention. | Got in trouble for something you didn’t do.| Stolen books from the library. | Gone to a different country. | Dropped out of school. | Watched the “Harry Potter” movies. | Had an online diary . | Had a yard sale. | Had a lemonade stand. | Actually made money at the lemonade stand. | Been in a school play.| Been fired from a job. | Swam with dolphins. | Taken a lie detector test. | V oted for someone on a reality TV show . | Written poetry. | Read more than 20 books a year. | Gone to Europe. | Loved someone you shouldn’t have. | Used a coloring book over age 12. | Had surgery. | Had stitches. | Taken a taxi.| Seen the Washington Monument. | Had more than 5 IM’s/online conversations going at once. | Overdosed. | Been in a fist fight. | Gone surfing in California. | Had a hamster/guinea pig. | Pet a wild animal. | Used a credit card. | Did “spirit day” at school. | Dyed your hair. | Got a tattoo. |Got straight A’s. | Been on the Honor Roll. | Know someone with HIV or AIDS. | Made out with someone .| Played on a sports team. | Snuck out of the house.| Swore at a teacher. | Gone laser tagging. | Had a romantic relationship. | Been on the TV. | French braided. |Skinny-dipped. | Driven a car. | Performed in front of an audience. | Gone bungee-jumping. | Been to Mexico. | Crashed a car. | Sky dived. | Been kissed in the rain. | Made an 11:11 wish. | Drank alcohol. | Forwarded a chain letter. | Made a mistake.
bed time for me!!! before i start my new job next week (well, I’ve got training/induction next week…… but details) I’m trying to get my body into an early-ish bed time and early-ish time to get up. Hopefully it’ll work, it has done the past few days and (touch wood) I haven’t had insomnia for four nights with no sleeping tablets or anything.
do you ever get those pangs of anxiety where you feel like nobody likes you and nobody will ever like you and you will achieve nothing